O to be a mom

It's 4Am and I'm wide awake laying next to Kherrington thinking about life. The poor little girl woke up at 230 with a bad cough attack so bad that she ended up throwing up all over. I mean I have never seen so much throw up before. It breaks your heart when you wake up to find your two year old covered from head to toe. I pulled her into the bath tub and had to sit there and scrub her body and pull pieces out of her hair. It's strange to say if you asked me if I ever thought that I could do something like that without throwing up 5 years ago I would have laughed at you and said there's no way I would even be able to look at it without vomiting! It's crazy how everything changes once you have kids. Getting married was awesome and a new adventure but having kids is a whole new and fun adventure on its own not only do you get to pick up throw up....but you have this little person who you love with no end and who follows you around mimicking everything you do and say. Jordan and i were talking the other night about our friends who have been married for years not in school and just living life constantly going on trips and not having any kids. It's clearly none of our business but we were saying that we love how having kids was our adventure and how we felt bad for those couples cuz they think that once you have kids your goin out an adventuring is over when really its just began. There is no greater adventure than to be a parent. The best part of my day is when k comes up o me and gives me a hug and kisses me!! She is the sweetest little girl in the world and I love her to pieces. She has completely changed my life around. Given me new adventures and taught me more about life like how to clean up throw up at three in the morning lol. I love snuggling with her and she is the biggest snuggler in the world!! I love being a mom even it means getting no sleep or getting pooped on and thrown up on every now again I wouldn't change it for anything! I love my two daughters. I hate Being without them. Life seems so dull and boring when I'm not with them(not that dull tho cuz if u know my husband u know that he is crazy and likes to keep me on my toes as well haha) I'm o so very grateful That I am sealed to my family for all eternity. I'm so grateful for my husband and what a hard worker he is. He goes to school and works just so I can be a stay home mom. Thanks babe u are the best father and husband a girl can ever have! I feel bad for all the other girls in the world cuz no one can compare to you. I love my life and I love all my crazy adventures that I get to have every single day!